From A Man's Perspective Lyrics

From A Man's Perspective Lyrics by DAX

I thought we forever

That’s was a mistake

You wrote it down pencil, guess it got erased

Drawing on my weakness

Look what you create

A masterpiece of everything

You taught yourself to hate

I’m had to log off, your passwords changed

You always tried to run

I wasn’t down to chase

Your trauma made you numb

I tried to give you faith

You took my kindness and threw it

Right back in my face.

Ashamed to say I loved you

And it hurts me cause I actually tried

Your truth was based off of lies.

Your love was conditional and mine

Forgave you multiple times

That’s why I had to finally walk away

It hurt me to leave, but was killing me to stay the story of my life

This chapter and page is getting ripped out and

Thrown in emotional flames.

To be honest I don’t hate you

This my only way to grieve

What you want isn’t always what you need

I remember days I’d beg and I’d plead

For you to just calm down

And provide me with peace

Your words used to hurt me

They would bring me to my knees

Called me pathetic, trash, weak

So I got strong got back on my feet

Picked you up off the sidewalk

Through you back to the streets.

I don’t want to talk about those times

That you lied

Don’t wanna talk about

Those times that I cried

Don’t want to talk about those times you denied all the truths

That I spewed that I knew deep inside

The pressure I was feeling

That was right up to my neck

The anxiety depression

That was weighing on my chest

The constant allegations,

The blatant disrespect

The time that I lost, or the money that I spent

I was going crazy I was a shell of a man trapped in your cage, lost in your maze

Blinded by love addicted to the pain

The highs and the lows

The storm and the rain

I started therapy to cope

Because you drove me insane

Gassed me right up, then emptied my tank, so don’t you try to spin the Block

When you see I’m doing great

Or that I’m happy

Or I got another woman in your place.

Because I gave you

Too many chances to understand

That Pain sounds different

When it’s coming from a man

We not allowed to feel, be real

Explain, express, and when we do

We lose the upper hand,

We only have value

Based on what we can provide.

I spoke your love language

You didn’t understand mine

You pushed me to the edge

Played like you were blind,

And then you blamed all of your actions

On your zodiac sign